An odd question, perhaps, but one I have to ask. See, I am on my third grant for photography projects and/or exhibition. I am grateful and pleased to have so many successfull "rewards" for my work but at the same time I feel very odd, almost guilty, about the whole thing. I have this mild feeling of being a leech to society and I (almost) feel bad for taking this money but yet, I still apply for these grants greatly hoping for success (and it works). So how do you guys feel about society "paying" you to do something you`d likely do for free anyways?